Chaos vs. Calm

Recording season two of the Ex Appeal Podcast has been a tripppp. Wow.

For a long time in my life I craved intensity and chaos. I lived in New York City, drank a lot, and dated wildly. Now I live in Los Angeles, am mostly sober, and date un-wildly. It’s better.

I loved my wild days. I experimented a lot, learned a lot, felt a lot. But my God it was a lot. I am so happy for the stable ground that is my life: meditating, exercising, loving with peace.

Season two gets into a lot of sticky situations. Confusion. Fights. Misunderstandings. Threesomes. Drugs. I honor those days and I am also so grateful for the stable ground that is my life now. I keep things simple, which lets me have wildness where I really want it: In my creativity. I am a wild improviser y’all.

The even keel of my existence lets me do the things I really want to do— teach with my full heart, make this podcast.

If you’re still in the chaotic season of your life— hell yes baby. Live it, love, go ape. And if/when you want things to feel more calm and easy, that’s an option too.

I love you.

Miriam

P.S. Pic from my birthday last week. I still have fun, just not chaotic fun.